Today
I returned from a typical event in a very untraditional setting: girls’ night
out in the Frank Church-River of No Return Wilderness. Normally, this is a
social happening that occurs on Friday or Saturday nights and involves female
friends getting together to dress up, socialize, and generally have a terrific
time discussing news and memories. Yesterday’s girls’ night out included all of
these necessary requirements: we dressed up in our backpacking garb and even scored
extra style points by donning super-fashionable down jackets, patterned fleece
pants, and even color-coordinated backpacks. We chatted the whole seven miles,
laughing about funny times that have occurred during Semester in the Wild.
When we arrived at our destination, we even met
up with some new friends who happened to be two female U.S. Forest Service
wilderness rangers. Perched on a rocky beach at the confluence of the Middle
Fork and Big Creek, darkness gathered around us like a cloak as they told our
three-girl group all about their adventures in blizzards and rain, encounters
with quirky visitors, and spotting enormous mountain lion tracks. We told them
about our hike to Taylor Ranch from Big Creek, which was cut short due to a
forest fire, and all of us took pleasure in a little mouse that was skittering
around us on the rocks, occasionally summoning the guts to climb onto our dusty
hiking boots. Returning to our own tent, we reminisced on how neat it was to
see two women working in the wilderness. These women were so friendly and
approachable, and we felt as though they had offered us a looking glass into
which we could gaze and visualize our own futures.
Over the summer, I worked as a
wilderness ranger intern in the Selway-Bitterroot Wilderness. My internship
consisted of going on “hitches”, or periods of service, in which I worked with
other crewmembers to clear and maintain trails for hikers and stock users. I
had the privilege of working with two other females for my first hitch, and
they helped me learn how to use a cross-cut saw, chop trees with my “inner
dragon”, identify and consume edible plants, and, most importantly, how to
persevere, even when my weary feet felt as if they had been chopped off and
were no longer connected to my body. One night, after a particularly long day
of chopping fallen trees and hiking for nine hours, we arrived at Fish Lake
cabin, a picturesque little spot in the middle of lovely, quiet, absolute
nowhere, which seems to be increasingly rare in the hustle and bustle of
everyday life. We watched fog roll across the airstrip, covering the herd of
elk grazing a distance away, and celebrated the summer solstice peacefully,
telling stories as we sat around the light of a Coleman lantern. Although I was
exhausted, I was extremely happy in the simplest of ways: getting to know two
wonderfully genuine people and having the chance to explore this landscape. Throughout
the summer, I had the opportunity to work with a number of other female crewmembers,
with whom I felled trees, cooked meals, exchanged advice, and discussed future
education plans.
I used to think of the term
“feminist” in a somewhat negative light, envisioning women who got upset when a
man held the door for them, instead of considering it a decent, courteous act.
However, now that I’ve been in and out of the wilderness for four months, I
find myself believing in the power groups of women have to accomplish truly
amazing feats. I didn’t believe that I
would be strong enough to saw through a cedar tree that was 42 inches in
diameter, or ascend and descend 6,000 vertical feet in 11.5 hours. I didn’t
believe that I could become someone who thinks of hiking seven miles as “only”
seven miles, and I certainly didn’t think that I could casually haul a 50-pound
pack up and over rocky peaks. I always seem to return from female-only trips
into the wilderness feeling inspired by the women around me who are spunky, fun
loving and completely hardcore. Through my summer and fall in the wilderness, I
have become not only physically stronger, but also mentally stronger. I know
what it’s like to reach my physical limitations, and I know how disheartening
long hikes can be. I’ve experienced the challenges of working and living in
rugged, unforgiving wilderness settings, but I have been fortunate enough to
share these challenges with many lively women, who taught me about the true
power of living in the moment, friendship, laughter, and putting one foot in
front the other.
Mara and I fell our first tree. Timber! |
Sarah, Sadie, and I head off to summit Dave Lewis peak and an 11.5 hour hike |
Kristina and I backpacked in the Bitterroot National Forest during our days off from backpacking! |
Susie and I finish a 30-mile hike along Big Creek as part of the Semester in the Wild program. |